Chapter 1

　　"Mathew,her childhood best-friend.You see,theyve been together for a long time but only now did the Moon goddess reveal that they are made for each other.We dont know,maybe our mates are just around the corner."Lani said.

　　I was happy with what she said,but can he accept me?compared to other female wolves I am weak.Others say I am fat,ugly and worthless wolf,and even my older brother Michael believes in them.Even our Alpha doesnt pay attention to me,he cant even look at me when Im around.He avoided me as well as the others.

　　"Lets go to the cafeteria."We walked to the cafeteria and when we got there I suddenly stopped.I smell an inexplicable fragrance,like a mixture of vanilla,rose and orchids.It is so addictive.

　　I closed my eyes and savored that sweet addictive strange smell.

　　"Its him!Its our mate."My wolf said.

　　Suddenly my eyes widened and our eyes met.But I was confused when I saw the joy in those eyes suddenly disappeared.It was replaced by anger and disappointment.I averted my eyes.I could not bear to see the emotions displayed in his eyes.

　　"Angel whats going on?Why do you suddenly stop?"Lani asked.

　　"Nothing.I just remembered something."I averted my eyes from her and pretended to be looking for a vacant seat.

　　"Come on Angel,lets go to our mate."My wolf said.I can feel her happiness and it pains me more.

　　"I cant Slade.I could see in his eyes that he did not like me."I said to her.

　　"No!Thats not true.My mate cant do that to me.Maybe you just misunderstood him."I can feel her power,she wants to take control.Its the first time shes showing her dominance.At the age of eighteen,I still cant shift.Every wolf can shift at sixteen but I cant.Slade always told me that it wasnt the right time.My pack mates looked down at me and told me that Im not a real wolf.

　　"Slade stop it!I already told you what I saw.I know you saw that too.You saw that he did not like us.You saw those negative emotions showing on his eyes."

　　We looked at him again and we both saw how hes happily flirting with Danna.This woman is known as the number whore in our pack.Shes beautiful and sexy.She also knows how to fight,thats why many male wolves adore her so much.

　　"You see?he does not care about us."

　　Suddenly my wolf went silent.

　　I looked at my friend whos busy eating her foods.I cant bear to hold this emotion in me alone.

　　"Lani,I met my mate already."I told her.

　　"Really?who is he?Youre so lucky my friend.You already met your mate.Wait,why are you looking like that?Are you not happy?"

　　"I will tell you some other time.I dont feel talking about it right now.I just want my best-friend to know."I explained.

　　I dont know how to tell her how my mate reacted when he found out that I was his mate.

　　I cant tell her who it is because everyone will definitely get disappointed when they find out that who my mate is.

　　"We need to talk to him.Whoever he is,he has no right to do this to us."Slade my wolf said.I can feel that shes angry and upset at the same time.

　　"Do we still need to do that?Hes the man.He should approach us first."

　　"If he doesnt want to approach us then I dont care.I will come and talk to him even he does not want to."

　　This is one of Slades traits that surprises me,I havent seen her in person yet,so I dont know what kind of wolf she is.She still does not want to reveal herself to me and thats one of the reasons why everyone thinks that Im wolf less.In some occasion,when someone tried to hurt me,she will just share her power to heal me and restore my strength.

　　"Okay."I told her.

　　I saw him leave the cafeteria.I think its the right time to talk to him.

　　"Lets follow him."Slade said.

　　He exited the cafeteria and went to the end of the hallway where the locker rooms were.

　　"Hurry up Angel."

　　I stopped abruptly and stiffened in my stance because of what Im seeing in front of me.

　　"Shit!"I heard him say even though I was a few meters away from them.

　　"Why did you stop?Is there a problem Gabriel?"Danna asked.

　　"so thats why this traitor suddenly disappeared.Hes busy flirting with that bia---

　　"Shut up Slade."I said cutting her words.

　　"Danna leave."I heard Gabriel said.

　　"But why?we are not done yet."Danna tried to pull Gabriel and kiss him but he avoided it.

　　"I said leave!"He said angrily.Danna was surprised and quickly left.He looked at me and our eyes met again."You,come here.Lets talk."He said.

　　I was in a hurry to approach him and when I was close to him he suddenly pulled me and pushed me into the locker.I felt my back hurt because of what he did but I ignored the pain.

　　Again,I almost drowned in his addictive scent.I looked into his eyes and saw that it was gold,meaning his wolf was on the edge to reveal itself.But that did not last long,it suddenly returned to his normal gray eyes.

　　"Gabriel,Im hurting me,why are you doing this to me?you know who I am in your life."

　　"Isnt it obvious?I dont like you.I am ashamed that you are my mate."Gabriel said.

　　I was surprised by what he said.I expect him to dislike me but I didnt expect him to be like this.His words are hurtful.It broke my heart.Slade didnt like what Gabriel said.I can feel the pain and anger coming from her.

　　Slade wants to control my body and talk to Gabriel and I let her.I closed my eyes and let her handle the situation.This is the first time I let her control my body and I saw Gabriel surprised when he saw it.Unlike other wolves,my eyes dont turn to gold or grey when we let our wolf take control our body or we shift.My eyes remain the same color.

　　"What did you say?"Slade asked.

　　Gabriel move a bit and look at us.I can see that he is having an internal battle with his wolf.I dont know what is the problem but I think his wolf wants to show himself too,but Gabriel won.His eyes became normal and those hate reflecting on it towards me shows once again.

　　"I said I dont like you.I have known you since you were born in this pack,you are not fit to be my Luna."

　　Yes!Gabriel is my brother Michaels best friend and the Alpha of this pack.My mate is Claw Gabriel Rennon the Alpha of Moon Crescent Pack.

　　"Why?"Slade asked.

　　"Because youre weak,ugly,fat little clumsy girl.I dont like you to become my Luna and take note of this,I Claw Gabriel Rennon rejected you Slade Angel Clinn as my mate and Luna of Moon Crescent pack."He said.

　　My chest tightened even more because of what he said.I do not know what to do.Should I accept his rejection?I can feel the impact of his sudden rejections and it added to the pain Im feeling right now.

　　I thought it was painful already that he avoids me and flirt with Danna,but it hurts even more after Gabriels said he rejected me.I didnt answer him and just stared blankly on his face.He gets angry and suddenly pushed me,causing me to fall to the floor.

　　"If you do not accept my rejection then I dont want to see your face again.You cant tell anyone about this stupid mate thing,I forbid you.I dont want my pack to know that the Moon Goddess gave me a worthless mate like you.Its a joke,A big fucking joke!"He said then leave me crying on the floor.

　　I ran away from that place and saw my brother Michael on my way,busy talking to his circle of friends.He saw me but he ignored me and continue to chat with his friends.Our parents have been dead for a long time and he blames me for their death,actually not only him,but everyone.

　　"Im getting tired of whats happening to me in this pack.I want to leave and get away.Gabriel rejected us,Michael also doesnt like me and everyone in this pack is insulting&bullying me.I give up."I said to Slade.

　　"I agree with you.They dont deserve us here.They are the stupidest wolves I ever met."

　　I hurriedly ran home and prepare to leave.Before our parents died,they saved money for our future needs.This is what I will use to start a new life in a distant place.

　　I will definitely miss this house,the happy memories we have together as a family.I will also miss my best friend Lani and the fun we had together.

　　I hope Gabriel will be happy when I leave.He will have a woman who deserves to be his Luna.

　　I looked inside my room one last time before I closed the door and then left the place where I grew up.